Any long term plan I ever had never pulls through. Some shit always goes terribly wrong. I mean it’s life bullshit is going to happen, but it leaves me alarmed & constantly questioning “what next?”, “what should I do now?”, “what did I do wrong?”. These thoughts linger in my mind like… a curry stain on your favorite white shirt. *sigh* [currently reevaluating my life & trying to determine my next move.]